I understand this but you're a valued member of the site and if it helps you, you should keep posting.I do mean to come and post more but then I think I don’t really want to be the one posting sad story’s all the time not really fair on others who are still fighting.
The reality of these situations aren't always positive outcomes and people can choose not to read a post they may find too difficult.
You need an outlet for your grief so post away as far as I'm concerned.