Those of you regularly here will likely be familiar with my occasional posts about problems at work (in part aggravated by the well known difficulties we all here face in our personal lives) but today I hit an all time low with my employer, wherefore even the sight of him now repels me.
There have been so many times I could have stood up to him, both in terms of his criticism on how I do my job and also borderline inappropriate behaviour, such as swearing and making lame jokes (often of a vulgar sexual nature which I reckon is unprofessional as well as distasteful) but in truth I do not know at all how to respond appropriately to a manager without either entering in to conflict, or otherwise arguing my case without incurring his displeasure, which is the point he'll want to get rid of me and I'll be out of a job. So I end up just taking it on the chin and let him spew out whatever rubbish he comes up with.
Truthfully, he pissed me off today that much, I was on edge, I almost ended up quitting on the spot and giving him the middle finger, but let's say I simply just walked out, then I look for another job- will the future prospective employer still seek a reference from this bloke, and would this bloke still provide it despite me walking out on him?
In any case, I just need to change my job, and if I call in sick next week to use the time to find it, then so be it.
There have been so many times I could have stood up to him, both in terms of his criticism on how I do my job and also borderline inappropriate behaviour, such as swearing and making lame jokes (often of a vulgar sexual nature which I reckon is unprofessional as well as distasteful) but in truth I do not know at all how to respond appropriately to a manager without either entering in to conflict, or otherwise arguing my case without incurring his displeasure, which is the point he'll want to get rid of me and I'll be out of a job. So I end up just taking it on the chin and let him spew out whatever rubbish he comes up with.
Truthfully, he pissed me off today that much, I was on edge, I almost ended up quitting on the spot and giving him the middle finger, but let's say I simply just walked out, then I look for another job- will the future prospective employer still seek a reference from this bloke, and would this bloke still provide it despite me walking out on him?
In any case, I just need to change my job, and if I call in sick next week to use the time to find it, then so be it.