Today is my sons 7th birthday! It's the first birthday he hasn't woke up with me and I feel sick, I've had 1 overnight with him in over 2 month and I miss him so much, he called me this morning and all I could do was try and make him laugh which he did but once the call ended I couldn't stop crying for him. I will have him overnight tonight from 6, but it's just not the same, how on earth do you get through these occasions? It's going to be tough at Christmas too, I don't yet know if I'll see him or not, he already thinks he's done something wrong as he can't spend as much time with me as he wants to