Hi Everyone.
I hope your all well and you all have the best Xmas even in these hard times.
I went to my little girls School Xmas Performance today .
Sadly not an update where Iām seeing her again but I was there and showed her that Iām still around.
I decided that I wonāt be kept away from these things as I have every right to be a part of it. I didnāt pressure my little girl she saw it was there but wouldnāt look at me and at end when she walked past me I said I love you and how amazing she did but all I got was a dirty look. So a bitter sweet time tbh but being there I know is what I have to do so she knows deep deep down that her daddy does care and is there for her.
Very much rough month with her bday being very soon and Xmas but Iām determined to be happy and positive in the worst times.
Merry Xmas and New Year to you all letās hope for a better 2025 ļø
I hope your all well and you all have the best Xmas even in these hard times.
I went to my little girls School Xmas Performance today .
Sadly not an update where Iām seeing her again but I was there and showed her that Iām still around.
I decided that I wonāt be kept away from these things as I have every right to be a part of it. I didnāt pressure my little girl she saw it was there but wouldnāt look at me and at end when she walked past me I said I love you and how amazing she did but all I got was a dirty look. So a bitter sweet time tbh but being there I know is what I have to do so she knows deep deep down that her daddy does care and is there for her.
Very much rough month with her bday being very soon and Xmas but Iām determined to be happy and positive in the worst times.
Merry Xmas and New Year to you all letās hope for a better 2025 ļø